至少让我亲手——kiss hand？（禁欲 play）in person？（杀死你）
红色白色蓝色——三色电影梗/致幻剂 or 嗑药 sex
填充倾注满满溢出的我的爱情——强制吞 X /内
Paradox Suite 的单子
Kiss me. Now.
Take that jumper off, it looks dreadful, and anyway later I'll use it for a pillow.
Tell me about every lover you've ever had. I want to make them each smaller in your memory.
Press your mouth over every inch of my skin. It's rather sensitive, but I've barrels of self-control.
Get on your knees.
Tell me about the last time you got on your knees, it wasn't in the Army, it was in London. I know these things.
Say my name, but breathless, very breathless, with your fists twisting the sheets of my bed. Say【】. Say it again. At least I know you've never said that name in that way before now.
Ask me whether I've ever made a scientific study of the effects of sex on the human body. Ask me if I ever repeated the experiment once I found out about sodomy.
Never leave me. Not even when I ask you to.
Tell me you'll never love anyone other than me, now you've met me.
Let me take you to a train station I know in Liverpool. It runs below ground, and we'll stand on the tracks with the train coming at us, and at the last second, we'll violently tear ourselves away from each other and throw our bodies against the opposing walls and it'll pass us by, we'll be unharmed. I promise. I've done it before.
Watch me put a gun to my head with only one bullet in the six chambers and pull the trigger. I'll probably be fine, and I'll see your face when I'm all right, that sweet harried sagging beautiful face of yours, witnessing me remain alive. It'll look like you love me. Even if you don't just yet.
Since I never want to forget you, take this knife and draw a long shallow gash down my inner thigh. I don't mind that it'll hurt. I swear. I'd prefer to have it.